__And they say that the truth will set you free, but then again, so will a lie. It depends if you're trying to get to the Promised Land or if you're just trying to get by.
Like the story I heard
A lifetime ago
Where a girl
Took her life
And what she doesn't know
Is how long it takes for the water to rise
And the breath to stop fighting
And the cold to close her eyes.
"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling."
--Morrie S.
The best part about procrastination is that you are never bored, because you have all kinds of things that you should be doing.
Ís it better never to start than bear the pain of having to stop?
Is it safer never to love than to risk your heart having to lose?
Is it wiser never to speak than to raise your voice and never be heard?
So she keeps all her secrets
and hides from her past;
because everything she loved
left her way too fast.
Just when you've had enough, life gives you more. And just when you think it's rained enough, it starts to pour
A chorus of car alarms, shoes on the powerlines
Young kids stealing cars and having switchblade fights
Two little kids out selling lemonade in the sun
If you want them raised right you I guess you start them young
A homeless woman walking around in the snow
Tired father at the bus stop, hey bus driver take him home
Boy down at the corner store copping some smokes
In a sea of perfect stripes it's hard to stay afloat
It's strange how it goes when nobody knows
Just close your eyes and pretend that it's a bad dream. That's how i get by.
++Jack Sparrow
Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. you, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. but it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
And the world's got me dizzy again.
You'd think after 18 years,
I'd be used to the spin.
But it only feels worse when I stay in one place.
So I'm always pacing around or walking away.
I'm spilling the ink from my pen,
And I'm balancing history books up on my head.
And it all boils down to one quotable phrase:
"If you love something, give it away."
We can't ignore it when it's been so long.
Throw open windows and the doors.
I'll give my best, you'll ask for more,
What we put together you'll just pull apart-
I raise my voice you still won't hear;
It's becoming harder to stay sincere.
You must learn to take the good with the bad; the happy with the sad, love what you’ve got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change & things go wrong, but you just have to remember that life goes on.
we’re only put though as much as we can handle so
the people who struggle the most have been chosen
by god to end up being the strongest people.
We scream our insecurities and mutter our apologies
Thats why this world will always be so wrong.
You see sorrow gets too heavy
and joy tends to hold you, with
the fear that it eventually departs.
Cause you've got everybody thinking,
There's nothing wrong with you.
And you fall apart, cause you felt apart.
that was the thing about grief and grieving.
the words we knew always fell short of what we wanted them to say
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what is not won't. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At time, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for
Don't get mad if I'm laughing
Blame the caffeine for all the 5 am phone calls
I haven't slept a single night in over a month
and not even once did you start to make sense to me
forget about being honest, forget about being passionate.
wear that smile like you feel it, even when you don't
The world may never know the truth about your life,
that's because they don't care to.
But, when you find the one who wants to know every detail of it.
They're the ones to keep
i wanted to smell the burnt midnight again,
i wanted to feel the wind.
it was a secret wanting,
like a song i couldn't stop humming,
or loving someone i could never have
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
after a while you get sick of caring.
and you're too hurt to fight. sometimes,
no matter what you do things won't be alright
Hold your breath, you know how long. Do what you can, to forget you were wrong. Is it okay if I don't care anymore? We give up sometimes, and I guess that should be good enough for me.
ten bucks says you don't have it in you
to conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to.
and your house smells like autumn,
and it feels like home to me.
and i'll miss you like october
and the leaves are falling free.
tell me you`ve had trouble sleeping.
that you toss && turn from side to side;
that it`s my face you`re seeing in your dreams at night.
tell me that you wake up crying
&& you`re not exactly sure why. tell me that something
is missing in your life. tell me that you live to live,
and that forever is never enough.
tell me that you`ve waited all your life to see ;
that you want so badly to believe;
tell me it`s not just me..
I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm not going to be okay. That maybe it's not going to work out in the end. Maybe that's giving up hope but maybe it's thinking logically. I've had too much time alone to think about this. But it's like I've had this time because I actually give a fuck about people. I have compassion. Apparently, I'm the only one.
I never got the memo to give up on your best friends.
She's been lead on, kicked around, stepped on, laughed at, brought out her real self, just to be told it's not good enough.
She knows after all that she's been through, when enough is enough.
When to pick her fights and when to just scream because it's not right.
She's not taking that crap anymore.
See that's my problem. Nothing ever happens. So I sit around and do nothing about nothing happening. And when people tell me to just get up and do something, something inside me says no. So I sit down and wait for nothing to happen again.
A heart is a fragile thing.
That's why we protect them so vigorously,
give them away so rarely,
and why it means so much when we do.
Some hearts are more fragile than others.
Purer somehow. Like crystal in a world of glass,
even the way they shatter is beautiful
I wonder what we are when we're not pretending.
I asked you what its like to love, break, and die all in the same breath.
You said its like walking with silence in December
while a million hearts explode in your chest,
but you don’t care enough to feel it.
Don't let me fall I'll break, what a mess I'd make.
Pathetic pieces on your floor, will cut your feet forever more.
You're porcelain, such fragile skin,
Just let me hold you. I'll be gentle. I won't drop you.
This time I'll be careful.
it was one of those times you feel a sense of loss, even though you didn't have something in the first place. i guess that's what disappointment is ;; a sense of loss for something you never had.
"grief can take care of itself, but to
get the full value of joy, you must
have somebody to divide it with."
-Mark Twain-
Handful of names
Gonna put them someplace safe
So I don't have to face another day.
i feel like i'm drifting away from all the people who matter the most. forget me never; love me always. that's what we said. but i feel like we are losing each other, losing the faith i once had in you. and that is the scariest thing ever
I've been searching deep down in my soul. Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old. It feels like I'm starting all over again. The last three years were just pretend.
She looked into the night sky, and said so this
is what it feels like, letting go of everything
you want everything to stay the same, until
you're ready for it to change. but you can't
do that. you can't expect the whole world
to stand still until you're ready.
Sometimes someone just says something
& it fits into this empty place in your heart.
One day you're jumping in puddles & the next thing you
know, 30 years have passed & you're telling your kids to
walk around them. Everyone is taught to look both ways
before crossing the street & to talk quietly in the library
But no one ever learns anything that matters, like how
to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.
c r a c k s in the c o n c r e t e
are just [ reminders ] that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are
Leaves are falling down on the beautiful ground.
I heard a story from the man in red.
He said, "The leaves are falling down, such a beautiful sound."
Son, I think you'd better go ahead
but you always hold your head up high,
'cause it's a long, long, long way down.
there's a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. it's realizing that you don't need certain people and all the crap they bring.
i'm not even going to get mad anymore. i just got to learn to expect the lowest from the people i thought the highest of.
There's only one rain cloud in the entire sky
and its raining on me.
somehow, i'm not surprised.
-Eeyore
"'That's my point. That's why we can't forget it. No matter how much time has passed, these things still affect us and the world we live in. If you don't pay attention to the past, you'll never understand the future. It's all linked together. You see what I'm saying?'
At first, I didn't. But then, I looked back at the screen, those images moving across it, and realized he was right. The past did affect the present and the future, in the ways you could see and a million ones you couldn't. Time wasn't a thing you could divide easily; there was no defined middle or beginning or end. I could pretend to leave the past behind, but it would not leave me." - - Just Listen
If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense.
Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't.
And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?
I wake up to find it's another four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.
When did society decide that we had to change
And wash a tee shirt after every individual use: If it's not dirty, I'm gonna wear it.
I take the stairs to the car and there's fog on the windows. And I'm fighting the words
I need caffeine in my blood stream, I take caffeine in the blood stream.
I grip the wheel and all at once I realize: My life has become a boring pop song and everyone's singing along
When it is November, we can say our last goodbye
But I will still remember when you loved me in July.
I hope you know it happens all the time,
I just can't seem to shake this luck of mine.
it's like one thousand papercuts soaked in vinegar.
like the battles within yourself that leave you insecure.
it's all just a known charade, till the day you wake up
and you're not afraid.
No matter how many coins you
throw in a fountain, or the number
of fingers you cross, if it's not meant
to be, it won't happen.
Something that I said wrong - must have just been dead wrong
Every sorry I say - doesn't matter anyway
I don't wanna stay here - spend another day here alone
How do I save you?
How do I set you free?
Behind the curtain waits a darker world.
If I can't make you leave, how can I save you from me?
michelangelo said the best way to judge
the essential elements of a sculpture is to
throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces
will break away. sometimes, life is like that.
it tosses us down a hill. but when we reach
the bottom, only the important things are left, and
that's when our vision clears. that's when we
hold on tight to what we know, while hope
stirs inside us. it's all a matter of perspective.
Back when a hoe was a hoe
A coke was a coke.
And crack was what you were doing
When you were cracking jokes.
Back when a screw was a screw.
The wind was all that blew.
And when you said I'm down with that
Well it meant you had the flu.
What a brave little girl ;;
instead of adding to the drama like everyone else,
she decided to be different and not burden
the rest of the population with her problems.
She knows that in this world,
she's going to have to save herself.
Yesterday is already over, today sucks
and tomorrow is bound to be screwed up.
There's that occasional night
where you just break down & cry,
cause you know that no matter what ;
things will never be the same.
Someone always has it worse off than you,
but that doesn't mean your pain doesn't count.
Sometimes you need to walk
alone, just to show that you can.
So I stand here in the rain,
waiting for it to cleanse me,
waiting for it to wash me away.
A thousand words,but none were
spoken. Guess there's nothing left to
say. Another dream just broken, I guess
things just turn out that way
And after a while you learn that you
don't need anyone else in order to survive.
No one is ever going to always be there, no
matter what they say or what they promise
you.You just gotta suck it up, accept it.
++Hey Arnold
It's hard to think about growing
up when you're right in the middle of
doing it. It's hard to know what you
want. Sometimes there are so many
voices in your head, it's difficult to
know which of them is yours.
I get my hopes up & I watch
them fall everytime. Another color
turns to grey & it's just too hard
to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me.
No ending can be right, because it shouldn't be over at all.
The magic is not supposed to go away.
not everything is what it seems.
there's never just one meaning.
when life starts making sense,
your world is upside down again.
You can hear it in my voice,
read it on my face.
I'm drowning in the memories,
of the past I can't replace.
Your worst battle is between
what you know & what you feel.
Life is about feeling someone pushing you
from behind & realizing it`s you
in a state of half awake,
i fill the page will all my frantic thoughts.
i hope one day you'll get to read,
what i don't have the guts to say.
What i wouldn't give to just forget
So i can remember how to live again.
Everyone sees her, but nobody knows her,
She screams in her pillow for a better tomorrow.
She hates it, but she takes it.
Watch out for that girl,
one day she may change the world.
The ability to
get back up
depends on the
number of times
you've been
knocked down
Always fighting what we're feeling,
Always hurt instead of healing,
After all we're only human.
Is there any other reason why we
Stay instead of leavin'?
I come crashing to the floor
And I know there must be more like me
I've seen this all before, I can't carry this anymore, break free
Breathe, and leave until the storm is over
I'm driving and come to a fork in the road.
Which way do I go? Doesn't really matter
when you have no where to come home.
Everywhere I go I am rejected. Gas tank
is on E and I'm feeling helpless.
"Let them see your heart,
you're more beautiful than you know."
I can't be the person you want me to be,
&& I'm not sorry for that.
yeah, some things in this world
might have passed me by, and i might
have missed a chance or two. but
you won't find any regret in my eyes.
I love how you quietly lie to yourself
as your whole world is falling apart.
We accept the love
We think we deserve
i've gotta good reason to stay,
but i've gotta better one to go.
Don't let anyone make you think
you don't deserve what you want
Most people don`t know who they are.
That`s why they lie. They`re afraid someone
else will figure it out before they do.
At times it felt as though I was barely hanging on,
but the truth is the strength I needed was inside me all along
When you look at a person, any person, remember that
everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something
that has changed them
"if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart... i'll always be with you.”
++ Winnie the Pooh Bear
So maybe you could walk with me awhile
and maybe I could rest beneath your smile.
Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold
cause its a long trip alone.
her love was cold,
her heart was stone,
she was the saddest story ever told.
it always rains the hardest
on the ones who deserve sun
Like the story I heard
A lifetime ago
Where a girl
Took her life
And what she doesn't know
Is how long it takes for the water to rise
And the breath to stop fighting
And the cold to close her eyes.
"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling."
--Morrie S.
The best part about procrastination is that you are never bored, because you have all kinds of things that you should be doing.
Ís it better never to start than bear the pain of having to stop?
Is it safer never to love than to risk your heart having to lose?
Is it wiser never to speak than to raise your voice and never be heard?
So she keeps all her secrets
and hides from her past;
because everything she loved
left her way too fast.
Just when you've had enough, life gives you more. And just when you think it's rained enough, it starts to pour
A chorus of car alarms, shoes on the powerlines
Young kids stealing cars and having switchblade fights
Two little kids out selling lemonade in the sun
If you want them raised right you I guess you start them young
A homeless woman walking around in the snow
Tired father at the bus stop, hey bus driver take him home
Boy down at the corner store copping some smokes
In a sea of perfect stripes it's hard to stay afloat
It's strange how it goes when nobody knows
Just close your eyes and pretend that it's a bad dream. That's how i get by.
++Jack Sparrow
Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. you, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. but it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
And the world's got me dizzy again.
You'd think after 18 years,
I'd be used to the spin.
But it only feels worse when I stay in one place.
So I'm always pacing around or walking away.
I'm spilling the ink from my pen,
And I'm balancing history books up on my head.
And it all boils down to one quotable phrase:
"If you love something, give it away."
We can't ignore it when it's been so long.
Throw open windows and the doors.
I'll give my best, you'll ask for more,
What we put together you'll just pull apart-
I raise my voice you still won't hear;
It's becoming harder to stay sincere.
You must learn to take the good with the bad; the happy with the sad, love what you’ve got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change & things go wrong, but you just have to remember that life goes on.
we’re only put though as much as we can handle so
the people who struggle the most have been chosen
by god to end up being the strongest people.
We scream our insecurities and mutter our apologies
Thats why this world will always be so wrong.
You see sorrow gets too heavy
and joy tends to hold you, with
the fear that it eventually departs.
Cause you've got everybody thinking,
There's nothing wrong with you.
And you fall apart, cause you felt apart.
that was the thing about grief and grieving.
the words we knew always fell short of what we wanted them to say
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what is not won't. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At time, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for
Don't get mad if I'm laughing
Blame the caffeine for all the 5 am phone calls
I haven't slept a single night in over a month
and not even once did you start to make sense to me
forget about being honest, forget about being passionate.
wear that smile like you feel it, even when you don't
The world may never know the truth about your life,
that's because they don't care to.
But, when you find the one who wants to know every detail of it.
They're the ones to keep
i wanted to smell the burnt midnight again,
i wanted to feel the wind.
it was a secret wanting,
like a song i couldn't stop humming,
or loving someone i could never have
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
after a while you get sick of caring.
and you're too hurt to fight. sometimes,
no matter what you do things won't be alright
Hold your breath, you know how long. Do what you can, to forget you were wrong. Is it okay if I don't care anymore? We give up sometimes, and I guess that should be good enough for me.
ten bucks says you don't have it in you
to conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to.
and your house smells like autumn,
and it feels like home to me.
and i'll miss you like october
and the leaves are falling free.
tell me you`ve had trouble sleeping.
that you toss && turn from side to side;
that it`s my face you`re seeing in your dreams at night.
tell me that you wake up crying
&& you`re not exactly sure why. tell me that something
is missing in your life. tell me that you live to live,
and that forever is never enough.
tell me that you`ve waited all your life to see ;
that you want so badly to believe;
tell me it`s not just me..
I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm not going to be okay. That maybe it's not going to work out in the end. Maybe that's giving up hope but maybe it's thinking logically. I've had too much time alone to think about this. But it's like I've had this time because I actually give a fuck about people. I have compassion. Apparently, I'm the only one.
I never got the memo to give up on your best friends.
She's been lead on, kicked around, stepped on, laughed at, brought out her real self, just to be told it's not good enough.
She knows after all that she's been through, when enough is enough.
When to pick her fights and when to just scream because it's not right.
She's not taking that crap anymore.
See that's my problem. Nothing ever happens. So I sit around and do nothing about nothing happening. And when people tell me to just get up and do something, something inside me says no. So I sit down and wait for nothing to happen again.
A heart is a fragile thing.
That's why we protect them so vigorously,
give them away so rarely,
and why it means so much when we do.
Some hearts are more fragile than others.
Purer somehow. Like crystal in a world of glass,
even the way they shatter is beautiful
I wonder what we are when we're not pretending.
I asked you what its like to love, break, and die all in the same breath.
You said its like walking with silence in December
while a million hearts explode in your chest,
but you don’t care enough to feel it.
Don't let me fall I'll break, what a mess I'd make.
Pathetic pieces on your floor, will cut your feet forever more.
You're porcelain, such fragile skin,
Just let me hold you. I'll be gentle. I won't drop you.
This time I'll be careful.
it was one of those times you feel a sense of loss, even though you didn't have something in the first place. i guess that's what disappointment is ;; a sense of loss for something you never had.
"grief can take care of itself, but to
get the full value of joy, you must
have somebody to divide it with."
-Mark Twain-
Handful of names
Gonna put them someplace safe
So I don't have to face another day.
i feel like i'm drifting away from all the people who matter the most. forget me never; love me always. that's what we said. but i feel like we are losing each other, losing the faith i once had in you. and that is the scariest thing ever
I've been searching deep down in my soul. Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old. It feels like I'm starting all over again. The last three years were just pretend.
She looked into the night sky, and said so this
is what it feels like, letting go of everything
you want everything to stay the same, until
you're ready for it to change. but you can't
do that. you can't expect the whole world
to stand still until you're ready.
Sometimes someone just says something
& it fits into this empty place in your heart.
One day you're jumping in puddles & the next thing you
know, 30 years have passed & you're telling your kids to
walk around them. Everyone is taught to look both ways
before crossing the street & to talk quietly in the library
But no one ever learns anything that matters, like how
to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.
c r a c k s in the c o n c r e t e
are just [ reminders ] that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are
Leaves are falling down on the beautiful ground.
I heard a story from the man in red.
He said, "The leaves are falling down, such a beautiful sound."
Son, I think you'd better go ahead
but you always hold your head up high,
'cause it's a long, long, long way down.
there's a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. it's realizing that you don't need certain people and all the crap they bring.
i'm not even going to get mad anymore. i just got to learn to expect the lowest from the people i thought the highest of.
There's only one rain cloud in the entire sky
and its raining on me.
somehow, i'm not surprised.
-Eeyore
"'That's my point. That's why we can't forget it. No matter how much time has passed, these things still affect us and the world we live in. If you don't pay attention to the past, you'll never understand the future. It's all linked together. You see what I'm saying?'
At first, I didn't. But then, I looked back at the screen, those images moving across it, and realized he was right. The past did affect the present and the future, in the ways you could see and a million ones you couldn't. Time wasn't a thing you could divide easily; there was no defined middle or beginning or end. I could pretend to leave the past behind, but it would not leave me." - - Just Listen
If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense.
Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't.
And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?
I wake up to find it's another four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.
When did society decide that we had to change
And wash a tee shirt after every individual use: If it's not dirty, I'm gonna wear it.
I take the stairs to the car and there's fog on the windows. And I'm fighting the words
I need caffeine in my blood stream, I take caffeine in the blood stream.
I grip the wheel and all at once I realize: My life has become a boring pop song and everyone's singing along
When it is November, we can say our last goodbye
But I will still remember when you loved me in July.
I hope you know it happens all the time,
I just can't seem to shake this luck of mine.
it's like one thousand papercuts soaked in vinegar.
like the battles within yourself that leave you insecure.
it's all just a known charade, till the day you wake up
and you're not afraid.
No matter how many coins you
throw in a fountain, or the number
of fingers you cross, if it's not meant
to be, it won't happen.
Something that I said wrong - must have just been dead wrong
Every sorry I say - doesn't matter anyway
I don't wanna stay here - spend another day here alone
How do I save you?
How do I set you free?
Behind the curtain waits a darker world.
If I can't make you leave, how can I save you from me?
michelangelo said the best way to judge
the essential elements of a sculpture is to
throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces
will break away. sometimes, life is like that.
it tosses us down a hill. but when we reach
the bottom, only the important things are left, and
that's when our vision clears. that's when we
hold on tight to what we know, while hope
stirs inside us. it's all a matter of perspective.
Back when a hoe was a hoe
A coke was a coke.
And crack was what you were doing
When you were cracking jokes.
Back when a screw was a screw.
The wind was all that blew.
And when you said I'm down with that
Well it meant you had the flu.
What a brave little girl ;;
instead of adding to the drama like everyone else,
she decided to be different and not burden
the rest of the population with her problems.
She knows that in this world,
she's going to have to save herself.
Yesterday is already over, today sucks
and tomorrow is bound to be screwed up.
There's that occasional night
where you just break down & cry,
cause you know that no matter what ;
things will never be the same.
Someone always has it worse off than you,
but that doesn't mean your pain doesn't count.
Sometimes you need to walk
alone, just to show that you can.
So I stand here in the rain,
waiting for it to cleanse me,
waiting for it to wash me away.
A thousand words,but none were
spoken. Guess there's nothing left to
say. Another dream just broken, I guess
things just turn out that way
And after a while you learn that you
don't need anyone else in order to survive.
No one is ever going to always be there, no
matter what they say or what they promise
you.You just gotta suck it up, accept it.
++Hey Arnold
It's hard to think about growing
up when you're right in the middle of
doing it. It's hard to know what you
want. Sometimes there are so many
voices in your head, it's difficult to
know which of them is yours.
I get my hopes up & I watch
them fall everytime. Another color
turns to grey & it's just too hard
to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me.
No ending can be right, because it shouldn't be over at all.
The magic is not supposed to go away.
not everything is what it seems.
there's never just one meaning.
when life starts making sense,
your world is upside down again.
You can hear it in my voice,
read it on my face.
I'm drowning in the memories,
of the past I can't replace.
Your worst battle is between
what you know & what you feel.
Life is about feeling someone pushing you
from behind & realizing it`s you
in a state of half awake,
i fill the page will all my frantic thoughts.
i hope one day you'll get to read,
what i don't have the guts to say.
What i wouldn't give to just forget
So i can remember how to live again.
Everyone sees her, but nobody knows her,
She screams in her pillow for a better tomorrow.
She hates it, but she takes it.
Watch out for that girl,
one day she may change the world.
The ability to
get back up
depends on the
number of times
you've been
knocked down
Always fighting what we're feeling,
Always hurt instead of healing,
After all we're only human.
Is there any other reason why we
Stay instead of leavin'?
I come crashing to the floor
And I know there must be more like me
I've seen this all before, I can't carry this anymore, break free
Breathe, and leave until the storm is over
I'm driving and come to a fork in the road.
Which way do I go? Doesn't really matter
when you have no where to come home.
Everywhere I go I am rejected. Gas tank
is on E and I'm feeling helpless.
"Let them see your heart,
you're more beautiful than you know."
I can't be the person you want me to be,
&& I'm not sorry for that.
yeah, some things in this world
might have passed me by, and i might
have missed a chance or two. but
you won't find any regret in my eyes.
I love how you quietly lie to yourself
as your whole world is falling apart.
We accept the love
We think we deserve
i've gotta good reason to stay,
but i've gotta better one to go.
Don't let anyone make you think
you don't deserve what you want
Most people don`t know who they are.
That`s why they lie. They`re afraid someone
else will figure it out before they do.
At times it felt as though I was barely hanging on,
but the truth is the strength I needed was inside me all along
When you look at a person, any person, remember that
everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something
that has changed them
"if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart... i'll always be with you.”
++ Winnie the Pooh Bear
So maybe you could walk with me awhile
and maybe I could rest beneath your smile.
Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold
cause its a long trip alone.
her love was cold,
her heart was stone,
she was the saddest story ever told.
it always rains the hardest
on the ones who deserve sun